Over the past few days I've felt a sense of unease. My subconscious is aware of it too -- I have been having weird dreams that left me waking up in a poor mood. As I attempted to identify the issue I thought about many things, and after 2-3 days I have come to some answers.
Walk away from your crutches, even if its your best friend
First, I am fortunate enough to have a great best friend in San Diego. But, it's crucial to know when you must walk your path. Quite often, we lean on the shoulders of the others, and in the process, neglect to learn what we ought to learn to do ourselves. By way of example, I'm constantly hanging out with him, and we play video games. This really is great fun, but lately after our LA trip I have felt a feeling of waste after playing matches. I uninstalled my Heroes of the Storm bnet accounts and I have far more free time on my hands. So the lesson is, find out when you have to come up with your strength, and have the courage to walk away from the very best friend. He/she will understand, that you need time to yourself to develop inner strength.
I've also discovered that my daytime pick up abilities are better, and that I tend to do better on my own. Sometimes, you have to go out there and watch the world on your own, rather than resenting others for"holding you back", when in actuality, you are the one which's doing it!
Seeing the silver lining in everything
For a child, I used to think that if I'm studying the piano in the day, all of the other kids are out there playing in the golden sunset! No! I felt a sense of loss! Yet, now, I am grateful on a few nights when I could just be at work and work to my heart's content. Only me and my work. Occasionally I may feel like this is lonely and perhaps it is, but that's the way it's for today, and I've learned to view it as a blessing, I get to hangout with my friends once I need to, and possess my own time without being stressed by work or personal duties.
Being cool without"trying"
I've leverage the ability to be present thanks to Ekhart Tolle and I've discovered that when I'm relaxed and unstressed, I have an open vibe. People today talk to me. "What is that you are purchasing?" I believe that on weekdays, since many people are worried, an unstressed, receptive energy translates well in contrast to all of the pent up energy that we see everyday. I'm lucky enough to have financial freedom at this stage in my life, and that I will continue to channel a chill, open vibe, even though I'm working hard at work.
Presence, and internal love When we judge other people, in some ways we're also dealing with our own demons. Live and let co napisać do dziewczyny w pierwszej wiadomości zapytaj live. This is maybe one of the universal truths of all religions (which has been killed off by religious dogma). Your presence of light is sufficient -- which alone can sustain you and put in love to the world. Occasionally our self gets in the way, and we from the flicker and magnificent of what's there to start with.
Strive for the finest, decision free of others
I used to judge others or"despise on them" when they're useless to my goals. I realized now this is the incorrect way to examine the entire world. Everybody is on their own journey. In a lot of ways, my negativity towards them was actually at myself -- at my own inability to make things work. I must have sought out help sooner, or recognized that I had to meet new people, instead of resenting my pals. You can't always change somebody, however you can always love them.
It's ok to be an asshole, sometimes our mistakes teach us how to arrive at the Ideal solution
In order for me to "find peace".
Or reach a point of approval, I had to undergo pain. The pain makes it possible to reach a point (ideally ) of throwing off the bags of their ego.
Intimate relationships, savor all the life has to offer. Drink from the fountain
While I used to go for the hottest girls, I want the deepest relationships in all areas of my life. Am I drawn to beautiful women? Absolutely. However, my fascination today is more than just a physical one. I find myself losing charm for superficial beauty, and much more in tune with internal beauty.
I am still attracted sexually to shallow beauty, but in terms of my connections as well as an-ongoing type of situation, I find myself valuing a beautiful woman with great inner qualities as well.